be thankful

Be thankful pag gigising ka every morning na alam mo at nararamdaman mong nagmamahal ka at the same time mahal ka din ng taong mahal mo dahil yan ang isa sa pinaka magandang blessing na bigay ni Lord, kaya ikaw dapat thankful ka.

Papa Jacks Quote ;p

( Para kay Catwoman*)

(

Para

kay Catwoman*)

—

* siya ang unang tao na napaniwala
ko

“I wish I could fly, I know I can save us
somehow. You thought you were safe and sound, but you need a hero now. You
gotta believe even with broken wings, I’ve come to your rescue and you can
rescue me.”

-
American Hi- Fi, “Rescue Me”

Nagsimula
ang lahat sa katagang binitiwan ng isang taong walang magawa sa buhay. High
school pa ako noon, first year yata. Hindi pa kami napuputulan ng linya sa
landline noon, at hindi pa uso ang cellphone sa aming bayan. Isang makulimlim
na araw, may isang misteryosong boses ang tumawag sa numero namin. Ang maikling
pag-uusap namin ay sadyang bumaon sa aking alaala:

[
Krrrriiiinnngg! Krrrriiiinnngg! Krrrriiiinnngg!]

AKO:
Hello?

MISTERYOSONG
BOSES: (walang sagot, tunog ng electric fan lang)

AKO:
Sino ka?!

MISTERYOSONG
BOSES: AKO SI BATMAN!

[Blagh!]

Naputol
ang linya. Nagulat ako, at bigla na lang kinabahan. Bumilis ang aking pulse
rate at nanghina ang aking knees. Ilang minuto rin akong natulala habang
malinaw na paulit-ulit sa loob ng aking ulo ang boses ng misteryosong lalaki na
‘yon. Nanlabo ang aking pag-iisip. Paano kaya kung totoo ang sinabi niya? Na
siya nga talaga si Batman? Ano kaya ang kailangan niya sa akin?

***

At
mula nang mauso ang cellphone, lalo na ang unlimited text promo, ay ganoon na
nga ang aking paboritong pick-up line:

AKO:
(nagsend ng quote / joke / wrong sent)

POTENTIAL
TXTM8: Hu u?

AKO:
AKO SI BATMAN!

POTENTIAL
TXTM8: Yah, ryt… at aq nman c darna.

***

Naging paborito ko ring joke ang
linyang ito. Kapag walang magawa ay pinagdedeskitahan ko na lamang ang kausap
ko:

AKO: Pare /
Dude / Tol / Miss, may ipagtatapat ako sa ‘yo. Pero ipangako mo na huwag na
huwag ipagsasabi sa iba. Nakasalalay dito ang kaligtasan ko.

FRIEND: (‘di mapakali. Atat na atat malaman.)
Oo promise! Ano ‘yun?

AKO:
Hindi ko na kasi talaga kaya ‘eh. Kailangan ko lang ng mapagsasabihan…

FRIEND:
(naiinis na.) Ano nga ‘yun ‘eh!

AKO:
Ah…Eh…Uhmm…Kase…AKO SI BATMAN! (hehe!)

FRIEND:
(Tatlo ang karaniwang reactions nila)

1.
Taena ka! Pakyu! Go to hell!

2. Huh? Joke ba
‘yun? Next time kasi sabihin mo muna kung hihirit ka ng joke para ‘di ka
mapahiya.

3. Ha? ‘di ko
na-gets. Pwede pakiulit?

***

Hindi
sila naniniwala. Napansin kong parang napakaimposible para sa kanila na
mangyaring itext / kausapin sila ni Batman. Bakit kaya ganoon na lamang ang
reaksyon nila? Na parang, wala silang pakialam? Samantalang ako, takot agad ang
unang naramdaman. Hindi ba nila naisip na napakalaking posibilidad na si Batman
nga ang nagpakilala sa kanila?

Ako
si Batman, ito ay ayon sa aking paniniwala. Ako si Batman kaya ako laging
naka-black. Ako si Batman kaya ako laging nag-iisa. Ako si Batman kaya gising
ako buong gabi. Ako si Batman kaya ako naghihiganti. Ako si Batman kaya ako
nangungulila. Ako si Batman kaya ako nakasuot ng maskara. Ako si Batman kaya
hindi ako nagpapakita. Ako si Batman kaya hindi magawang pumapatak ng aking mga
luha. Ako si Batman kaya wala akong magawa sa sarili ko. Ako si Batman kaya ako
bumili ng red shirt na may mukha ni V. I. Lenin at Hammer & Sickle (Haller!
Ano konek?) Ako si Batman, pero hindi ako nagsusuot ng briefs sa labas ng
pantalon.

Marahil
ay pinagtatawanan mo na ako at hindi
naniniwala. Siguro ay sasabihin mong wala ako sa katinuan o kaya’y wala lang
talaga magawa dahil ako ay isang dilengkwenteng estudyante na. Depende na
lamang sa kung anong katotohanan ang paniniwalaan mo.

Naniniwala
ako na tayong lahat ay ipinanganak na superhero. Hindi natin ito alam, o piniling hindi
maniwala, ngunit darating ang takdang araw na may isang misteryosong boses na
magpapaalala ng ating tunay na katauhan at misyon dito sa mundo. Ang mga
superheroes ay biniyayaan ng superpowers (si Batman wala), hindi upang gamitin
para sa sariling kapakanan, kundi upang iligtas ang iba. Subalit, nagtataglay
man ng kakaibang lakas ang isang superhero, may kakayahan man itong tumulong sa
iba, sa kasamaang palad ay binigyan din ng kahinaan. Ang isang superhero, gaano
man ito kalakas at kahusay, ay sadyang walang kalaban-laban sa sarili. Wala na
siyang magawa kapag sarili na ang kalaban niya. Kaya nga bumuo ng Justice
League, x-Men, Power Rangers, Powerpuff Girls, Teletubbies, Lotlot &
Friends, etc., kasi kailangan ng isang superhero ang kasama.

Siguro
ay ganoon ang gusting iparating sa akin ng misteryosong boses na ‘yun. Marahil
ay ibig niyang sabihin na siya si Batman, at ako rin ay si Batman. Kaya ito ang
naging misyon ko: “Ang ipalaganap sa ibang tao na sila rin ay mga superheroes.
Ang mulatin ang iba sa katotohanang hindi ang kanilang sarili ang dapat nilang
iligtas, kundi ang kapwa.”

Kapag
may isa o dalawang tao man lang na mapapaniwala kong sila rin ay mga superhero
ay malaking achievement na ito para sa akin. Maaari mo itong tawaging kabaliwan,
o aksaya sa oras. Pero, isipin mo na lang: Kung lahat tayo ay superhero, at ang
bawat isa ay may kakayahang iligtas ang kapwa.

and best friend ko

hawaawwwwwww! ;_)

Pag ako nag-aral, syempre seryosoahan. pero pag ako naboring ayan na.... wala ng seryosohan hahaha! ☺

When it comes to my studies of course Im serious but there comes a time that my zeal in studying starts to fade specially when some things bothers me.

at ito ang aking dictionaty.....

summer

It's already friday hopefully we can go home tomorrow night! Its summer time! but wait, according to the news, it will be a wet summer season. so sad! But, even thought its a wet summer we can still enjoy it by sort of activities to be done.

like indoor activities..

1. cross-stitching - do ur own desing hehehe! its a popular form of counted thread embroidery. you can do your own pattern picture.

2. you da a piano lesson- sounds nice, make your own piece and im sure you will enjoy it.

3. cook your favorite foods for merienda

4.compose a song

5.read your favorite books

6.blogging

7.create your tumblr and start posting

8. learn how to bake cakes, pastries and brownies, inspire your family haha!

9. make sand castle inside your house (why not) ☺

10. make your own paintngs

11. pinaka enjoy sa lahat, magtampisaw sa ulam! hehehehe!

happy friday! ☺☺

"I only love simplicity. I have a horror of pretence", and she spoke out against some of the Lives of saints written in her day," We should not say improbable things, or things we do not know. We must see their real, and not their imagined lives."

Patron Saint's♥

Do you believe in saints? do you have your own saint? oh well, I remember my cousin when one time i asked her if she has a saint. them she answers me "oo naman noh, si santa clause, hehehe" I just smiled at her and say "loka"

Anyways, I want to introduced you my saint, but before that what is saint? saints are important people who are believed to have exceptional holiness. In Christian usage, "saint" refers to anyone who is a Christian, or anyone who is in Heaven

Of course being a roman catholic its normal to have our own saints. In our baranggay, our saint is Saint Joseph (the laborer) (Holy Family) gotta clue why?because our baranggay was named after him (San Jose). We are celebrating the feast of Saint Joseph during May first. He is one of my saints, why> because e reminds me to be patient at all times not only in work place but to all things that i will do. "Pag nay tiyaga, may nilaga" that is the line of my favorite instructor.

Next, other one is saint Lucy,

i have a sister named Lucy, shes kind and loving to us. My mom named her lucy because during the time she gave birth to her, it was saint Lucy she saw in her dreams saying "trust God, you and your baby will be safe" that's why. when my mom was about to gave birth of my oldest sister, the nurse assisting her introduced wrong medicine to my mom, my mom that time was freaking out and they dont even control her, good thing my tito was able to cut the tube, my mom was saved from danger! ☺

Third is non other than Saint therese of the child Jesus "the serene face" .

She felt an early call to religious life, and overcoming various obstacles, in 1888 at the early age of 15, became a nun and joined two of her older sisters in the cloistered Carmelite community of Lisieux, Normandy. After nine years as a Carmelite religious, having fulfilled various offices such as sacristan and assistant to the novice mistress, and having spent the last eighteen months in Carmel in a night of faith, she died of tuberculosis at the age of 24. The impact of her posthumous publications, including her memoir The Story of a Soul, was great, and she rapidly became one of the most popular saints of the twentieth century. Pope Pius XI made her the "star of his pontificate". She was beatified in 1923, and canonized in 1925. The speed of this process may be seen by comparison with that applied to a great heroine of Thérèse, Joan of Arc, who died in 1431 but was not canonized until 1920. Thérèse was declared co-patron of the missions with Francis Xavierin 1927, and named co-patron of France with Joan of Arc in 1944. On 19 October 1997 Pope John Paul II declared her the thirty-third Doctor of the Church, the youngest person, and only the third woman, to be so honored. Devotion to Thérèse has developed around the world.

Thérèse lived a hidden life and "wanted to be unknown," yet became popular after her death through her spiritual autobiography - she left also letters, poems, religious plays, prayers, and her last conversations were recorded by her sisters. Paintings and photographs – mostly the work of her sister Céline – further led to her being recognised by millions of men and women. According to one of her biographers, after her death, "Thérèse fell victim to an excess of sentimental devotion which betrayed her. She was victim also to her language, which was that of the late nineteenth century and flowed from the religiosity of her age." Thérèse herself said on her death-bed, "I only love simplicity. I have a horror of pretence", and she spoke out against some of the Lives of saints written in her day," We should not say improbable things, or things we do not know. We must see their real, and not their imagined lives."

The depth of her spirituality, of which she said, "my way is all confidence and love," has inspired many believers. In the face of her littleness and nothingness, she trusted in God to be her sanctity. She wanted to go to heaven by an entirely new little way. "I wanted to find an elevator that would raise me to Jesus." The elevator, she wrote, would be the arms of Jesus lifting her in all her littleness.

thats the whole story of her life, know what i so admire her. In my room, i have a picture of her beside my wall so that whenever i sleep she and papa jesus will guide and bless me.

You? may i ask you again? who is your saint?

lumang pagbati mula sa bagong realidad

Nagising ako mag aala una ng umaga, hindi ko alam, parang may isang bulong na gumising sakin sa kalagitnaan ng dilim. wala na akong nagawa kundi ang magpa ubaya sa bulong na makakabulanog sa aking pandinig.

Humarap ako sa salamin, tinignan ang sarili sabay sabi.. "ano nga ba ang mali?" Ilang segundo palang ang dumadaan, laking gulat ko may malakas na tinig na sumagot na nagmumula sa aking kaharap na salamin sabay sabing "walang problema, hindi ka lang marunong umintindi minsan"

Sumagot ako, "umintindi? s=buong buhay ko puro kagustuhan nila ang bininigay ko, ni ultimo sarili kong kaligayahan hindi ko mabigay sa sarili ko"

Sumagot sya" Gumising ka sa katotothaanan, kung ikaw nasasabi mo yan, sila din ganyan syo kaya pwede ba itigil mo na yabg walang kwentang pag-iisip na yan! " pasigaw nyang sinabi, tila galit na sya..

ako "hindi mo nararandaman ang nararamdaman ko! bakit ako ba ikaw? ikaw ba ako? at sino ka para sabihan ako ng ganyan?? alam mo ba lahat? kilala mo ba ako??" galit na din akong nakikipag usap sakanya.

OO kilala kita sumbat nya, ako ikaw! ikaw ako! isakang malaking tanga kung hahayaan mo yang mga wlang kwentang pag-iisip mo! wala kang isip! makasarili! makasarili!"

pagkadinig ko ng salitang 'makasarili" hindi ko naman layang suntukin sya! laking gulat ko ng akoy matauhan, duguang kamay at basag na salamin ang aking nakita.

Ulit may narinig akong malakas na boses sabi "hoy grace gising naaa, umaga na! maaga pa tayo!"

worries

bluish sky turned to darkness

a poet was born, in a world of anxiety and loneliness

Living in this world makes her life in agony

Losing courage and integrity

Is this the life for me she asks?

wind blows to her face so vividly

rain starts to fall in the ocean of anonymity

making her to realized, shes not alone

under the same sky, she felt unconscious dreams rupturing her

In a quite moment, the looner poet starts to think

and at end, she said:

"i should not be worried..

i have no worries, because i know better days awaits me, i don't need to rush anything, and i will just sit here and wait patiently" I I have no worries

Because I know that better days await me.
Don’t want to rush anything

So I sit here and wait patiently. have no worries

Because I know that better days await me.
Don’t want to rush anything
So I sit here and wait patiently.

countless

countless golden flower falling down under the tree

as we walk together to world and free

facing the world of reality

as we go to eternity

As he holds my hand, i feel no worry

As he hugs me tight i feel glory

i do hope he feels the same way as i do

I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry

i love this guy everyday,every moment and every second

No matter what my faults maybe

still there to forgive me

to comfort me..

But the main reason I love you is because.....

You are you!

I will never get tired, because iam part of you.

the moon

mom and i during my birthday! ')

DREAMY AGONIES

Winds feed charcoal burning,

White flames leap and distort;

Face immersed bears no meaning —

Unfit to be called an art.

Winds shatter charcoal rigid,

Solid still, though weakened.

Restless shadow seems to plead:

Anonimity be strengthened!

Winds spread charcoal smoke,

Undead fire fights for life.

Blank face left burned and broke;

Mutilated by a blunt knife.

Winds scatter charcoal dust,

Ashes black fly everywhere.

No-name face hid by a mask —

Conceals silver streaks of tear.

Winds erase charcoal memories,

Ashes black cease to exist.

Haunted by dreamy memories:

Welcomed silence, final rest

beybs!

my beybs! i love u mga beybs ko, hehe! thank u for being there for me. (emotional) haha! parang magaabraod noh> charot! anyways ito na serious! ayan,we are so sobrang magaganda hehe! (kmontra pangit( hehe! ayun, kahit d tayo magkakasama always remember bff’s tyo,. *hug* will treasure every moments that we are together! ;)

semester end....

Bakit ganon? pag umpisa at kalagitnaan ng sem, gusto na nating matapos agad? dahil siguro ssa stress at dami ng mga requirements,pero pagdating ng graduation or pagtatapos ng semestre parang may lungkot sa kailaliman ng puso ng bawat isa. halong saya at lungkot.

masaya ang batch na ito, ang aming batch. puno ng kalokohan,trip trip na pasimula ng mismong presidente ng klase hehehe! Maingay at mejo kalog hahaha! Pero kahit ganun masaya parin haha! puno man ng kalokohan pero pagdating sa seryosohan walang papantay! hehehehe! ♥☺☺

#Radtechmates!

thanks God!

Thanks God for giving me another year to live, to continue my purpose in this life. I enjoy the day! It's a blast!! Thoug, there are some people who are insensitive enough and unkind enough. Finally, im now 20 years of age. I just can't believe, time moving too fast, we get old! ;) Byee teenage life! Im now ready to face challenges of tweentis! ;) I receive 65 greetings for today! to all who never fails to remember, thnak u so much guys! to those who fails to remember,oh well! hehehe! but then im not after the greeting i receive but im afterer fails to remember, with the people who never fails to remember! I love you guys! Before i forget, it's our 2nd anniversary! Im so happy! double celebration!
anyways, that it i can share!