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About Me
- gRacee Manzano
- kind,loving and dangerous =)) just kidding! Im not the kind of girl who only wants to play love like a game. I want a long time relationship. But sometimes people changed right?? Im still a college student so I still consider my self as palamunin. joke! Im taking up medical course but my interest is not on that field. Oh well, I dont know why? A simple girl from Ilocos who loves tweeting and blogging just to express her feelings.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
Saturday, December 24, 2011
my first christmas away from home
few hours from now,its christmas! Nochebuena everywhere. Deep in side im so side because im away from my family,but im forcing myself to be happy inspite of the lonelynes. Merry Christmas everyone! Enjoy!
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Thursday, December 15, 2011
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Saturday, December 10, 2011
¤ELeven'Seven¤
finaLLy..im done! Thanks God I survive with’n 1wk. All fears and w0rries turned to dust. Challenging p0st? Yes! But in the end,u’l pr0bably l0ved it! Thank u Mam Mae.
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Thursday, December 8, 2011
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post ☺
Sometimes when ur day is going bad,to do something to make someone else's day better actually makes your day surprisingly better as well!
my ultimate
that night breaks my silence, for i waited so long for him. i think itis time to let go.. let go of all things that reminds me of him. Im happy that youve been part of life's chapter, whatever the purpose behind i think only god knows.
Friday, December 2, 2011
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Saturday, November 26, 2011
101
Internship 101
I don’t know what pop’s out in my mind why I decided to make a blog regarding internship. Maybe because I want to remember all memories of my internship during my BS years.
BGHMC 101
-my first training hospital destination. Life in Baguio General Hospital is not that easy. Why? Coz, u’ll experience a lot of pressure, fatigue the whole day. U’ll also encounter hot headed patients, doctors, consultans, patients watchers and so on. Kung baga lahat ng tipo e nandoon. Within 6 six years of stay, I learned a lot of things. Hindi lang mga examinations at special procedures kundi ang PAKIKISAMA. PKIKISAMA sa mga c0-interns, post graduate interns, staff, residents, consultants at mga kaibigang i.w’s. Sa loob ng 6 months na iyon, wala akong masasabi kundi ang linyang ito “sobrang Masaya” ;)
-My experiences-
Of course when I say “sobrang saya” does not mean I don’t experience such bad things. Of course meron yan, hindi yan pwedeng mawala. So far, oo… I’ve been hurt.. yes! Some reasons like, misunderstanding with my co-intern, but at the end of the day that co-intern of mine became my best friend. Mahirap ang may kaaway. ;)
-me,my self and I- during my LoneLy moments- J
I therefore conclude that ahm, sarili mo din lang ang makakatulong sayo. Next, naramdaman ko nag pag-iisa. Ung iniiwasan, hindi sinasamahan, hindi kinakausap, tinatalikuran. It hurts hahaha! Parang wala akong friend ika nga,pero hindi ko alam ang reason kung bakit ganun. Masakit isipin na pati sarili kong kaibigan e iniwan ako sa ere. Not actually na iniwan pero na-feel ko na nagbago sya. Well, nakaya ko naman till one day nag-iba na ang trato nila saakin. Andun na ulit ang friendship. Consistent si joan. Love ko yan kelan man hindi sya nga-iba heheeh! Siguro hindi ko lang namalayan or masyado lang akong nag-isip na out cast ako masyado kahit hindi naman. ;)
-kiLig moments-
Private! Hehehehe! Basta, dok M u it already! J
After 6 months the big swap happens! Now, were already at SLU-HSH for our second term of internship AJ
Friday, November 25, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
weekends with M0mzky
10-23-24-11 I had a bLast weekend with my m0m. 2 days b0nding!str0LLing at SM,eating in resto and m0re. What a priceless m0ments.
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weekends with M0mzky
10-23-24-11 I had a bLast weekend with my m0m. 2 days b0nding!str0LLing at SM,eating in resto and m0re. What a priceless m0ments.
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Monday, October 24, 2011
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Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Monday, October 17, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Friday, October 14, 2011
My 2days off
waLa na ak0ng ginawa kundi mausin ang twitter account ko. At sa wakas naayos din. Follow my accounts @mgjLover309
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Thursday, October 13, 2011
Sunday, October 9, 2011
precious one
had a great time bonding with my precious one..who? No other than my mom! enjoyed chatting with my 2 sistas via ph0ne call. See? One happy famiLy.
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Friday, October 7, 2011
ako..me..my self
smilling amidst of all the triaLs. Forcing my self t0 stand stiLL though how difficult the situati0n is. Time passes by,im getting str0nger. I guess Thats life,a challenge..
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Thursday, October 6, 2011
crush☻☻♥♥
crush☻☻♥♥
Pssstt.. i have a question?.. hmm.. have you ever had a crush on someone? yung tipong walang nerve endings yung tao?hehehe! sabi nila a
"ang c-r-u-s-h ay paghanga sa taong tanga na hindi nakakahalata" ----> naman!
having a crush on someone who is one of the most kilig moments in person's life hahahaha!-agree?? oh well!!
entire my life.. ngayon lang ako nagka-crush ng bonggang tama ;) as in lakas tama tol!! (totoo)
*for me, ang pagkakaroon ng crush eh normal lang kasi daw pag wala kang crush, abnormal ka.. walang feelings, walang pakiramdm, walang nararamdaman?(most likely the same)isn't it?> hahahaha!
thats.... thats it! ;)
*kaya,ikaw, pag may crush ka.. cge lang itodo mo hahaha!! alam mo kasi ung feeling pag nakikita mo ung crush mo eh like ahm.. pano ngaba ito idedescribe.. oh well ganito.. based sa saakin ito ha>? ewan ko lang sinyo guys?-->
* ako kc pag nanjaan na sya.. kinikilig na ako to the max,ung tipong ung mundo ko feling ko ako at siya lang ung tao hehehe ☻☻☻
*masay.. as in masaya hahahaha!!
*magiging stalker ka niya... (hahahah)))
*hayunnnnnnnnn!! actually madami pa..
pero higit sa lahat, masaya ako. kasi nga ang laki ng paghanga ko sa taong iyom\n.
****two thumbs up**
Monday, October 3, 2011
ikaw..sa aking imagination
ang saya ng monday duty! spbrang the best.. umaga palang siya na ng aking nakita.. sadyang kay laki ng aking paghanga sa iyo.. ikaw na? ikaw na ang umangkin sa aking atensyon.
**violet ang kulay ng kanyang t-shirt-- naisip ko tuloy basta nakakaduty ko at nakikita ko sya eh palagi nalang syang naka violet!
ikaw na talaga ang mamimis ko pag umalis na kaming bgh! ;)
love u!!! mart!!! hahahahaha! echoiserang frog ako!!! thats it!!! bow!
Friday, September 30, 2011
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Sunday, August 28, 2011
My Long weekends
i spent my long weekends vacation in my home town province. Had a great time with my family and with lola. Thank you Lord.
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My Long weekends
i spent my long weekends vacation in my home town province. Had a great time with my family and with lola. Thank you Lord.
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Saturday, August 27, 2011
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
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Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Monday, August 15, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
"Continuing to Live"
Philip Larkin, "Continuing to Live"
Continuing to live—that is, repeat
A habit formed to get necessaries—
Is nearly always losing, or going without.
It varies.
This loss of interest, hair, and enterprise—
Ah, if the game were poker, yes,
You might discard them, draw a full house!
But it’s chess.
And once you have walked the length of your mind, what
You command is clear as a lading-list.
Anything else must not, for you, be thought
To exist.
And what’s the profit? Only that, in time,
We half-identify the blind impress
All our behavings bear, may trace it home.
But to confess,
On that green evening when our death begins,
Just what it was, is hardly satisfying,
Since it applied only to one man once,
And that one dying.
Continuing to live—that is, repeat
A habit formed to get necessaries—
Is nearly always losing, or going without.
It varies.
This loss of interest, hair, and enterprise—
Ah, if the game were poker, yes,
You might discard them, draw a full house!
But it’s chess.
And once you have walked the length of your mind, what
You command is clear as a lading-list.
Anything else must not, for you, be thought
To exist.
And what’s the profit? Only that, in time,
We half-identify the blind impress
All our behavings bear, may trace it home.
But to confess,
On that green evening when our death begins,
Just what it was, is hardly satisfying,
Since it applied only to one man once,
And that one dying.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Monday, August 8, 2011
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
JuLy 29-31
I had a great weekends,I spend it at h0me with my family. S0 much fun and happiness. Thanks g0d f0r this an0ther m0ments t0 c0unt 0n.
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Monday, July 25, 2011
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Friday, July 22, 2011
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Sunday, June 26, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
2011~Rains 6/26/11ü ¤
Rain rain Go away,thats my fave s0ng n0wadays,why? Bec its raining f0r aLm0st 1wk. This severe typh0on Falc0n is enj0ying his stay in the c0untry. H0ping by t0m0rr0w,hes out! Keep safe every0ne,keep y0ur self dry. ALways bring umbrelys!
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Friday, June 24, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
father
happy father's day to my dearest daddy.. i know i may not said it often but, u know that i love you so much. thank you so much for being there always! ur god's gift to us! ;))
Friday, June 17, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
is Like a Moon
my life is like a moon. S0metimes all they see is the bright side 0f it and rare f0r the dark side. When Im d0wn i prefer t0 stay quiet and cLing to God for God is so Good.
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Monday, June 13, 2011
moon
Thomas Hardy, “Shut Out That Moon”
Close up the casement, draw the blind,
Shut out that stealing moon,
She wears too much the guise she wore
Before our lutes were strewn
With years-deep dust, and names we read
On a white stone were hewn.
Step not out on the dew-dashed lawn
To view the Lady’s Chair,
Immense Orion’s glittering form,
The Less and Greater Bear:
Stay in; to such sights we were drawn
When faded ones were fair.
Brush not the bough for midnight scents
That come forth lingeringly,
And wake the same sweet sentiments
They breathed to you and me
When living seemed a laugh, and love
All it was said to be.
Within the common lamp-lit room
Prison my eyes and thought;
Let dingy details crudely loom,
Mechanical speech be wrought:
Too fragrant was Life’s early bloom,
Too tart the fruit it brought
poem
Paul Hostovsky, “How to Touch a Woman”
Technically, and with a love of
technicalities mixed with childlike
wonder, and also a little shame
at the long history of the ignorance
of men. Touch her the way
you would touch whatever’s behind
glass and a Do Not Touch sign
if the glass were suddenly removed
and the sign were given you
to fold it into a beautiful paper crane
to give to her. Touch her that way
every time as though it were
the first time. And when you consider
your cells and her cells are dying
and being born all the time, technically, it is.
Group C
Group C ;))
thank u guys!! ang saya ng group natin!! ;))) Group C! Mutant and Proud! ako, Phoebs, Valerie, Samuel and Eloine
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Happy Father's Day
sa pinakamamahaL k0ng Papa Joe,LoLo Faus,LoLo Qui,at sa Lahat ng mga LoLo at mga Tito ko. Mabuhay ang mga haLigi ng tahanan!
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Friday, June 10, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Lazy DAy
Spent alm0st the entire day in bed! :) N0w,time t0 say Good night! Looking f0rward t0 an0ther great day ahead. G0od night every0ne! 6-8-11
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Sunday, May 15, 2011
first OFF
Kalurkey, ganun pala ang feeling pag 24hours kang gising nakuuu!! Well, nice experience!! I enjoyed last nights duty with valerie and kathlyn and with luoie. Ang dami naming patients! May baliw pa actually. anyways ayun,,, majo ok naman ang takbo ng lahat. First time kong matulog sa bgh hahaha! Akala ko nuon hinding hindi ako makakatulog doon pero nagkamali ako e. ako pa unang nakatulog hahahaha!! Totoo ito! pero al in all masayaa!!! Noa its time to rest and take a nap para makapag rest!! till here!! ;)))
Friday, May 13, 2011
a rest day before the start of 1year toxicity day
Not feeling well today,sad... Considering this day as my rest day before toxicity day..why? coz tomorrow is the start of my official duty at BGH.well good thing mom's here!! great bonding time!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
be thankful
Be thankful pag gigising ka every morning na alam mo at nararamdaman mong nagmamahal ka at the same time mahal ka din ng taong mahal mo dahil yan ang isa sa pinaka magandang blessing na bigay ni Lord, kaya ikaw dapat thankful ka.
Papa Jacks Quote ;p
Papa Jacks Quote ;p
Thursday, March 17, 2011
( Para kay Catwoman*)
(
Para
kay Catwoman*)
—
* siya ang unang tao na napaniwala
ko
“I wish I could fly, I know I can save us
somehow. You thought you were safe and sound, but you need a hero now. You
gotta believe even with broken wings, I’ve come to your rescue and you can
rescue me.”
-
American Hi- Fi, “Rescue Me”
Nagsimula
ang lahat sa katagang binitiwan ng isang taong walang magawa sa buhay. High
school pa ako noon, first year yata. Hindi pa kami napuputulan ng linya sa
landline noon, at hindi pa uso ang cellphone sa aming bayan. Isang makulimlim
na araw, may isang misteryosong boses ang tumawag sa numero namin. Ang maikling
pag-uusap namin ay sadyang bumaon sa aking alaala:
[
Krrrriiiinnngg! Krrrriiiinnngg! Krrrriiiinnngg!]
AKO:
Hello?
MISTERYOSONG
BOSES: (walang sagot, tunog ng electric fan lang)
AKO:
Sino ka?!
MISTERYOSONG
BOSES: AKO SI BATMAN!
[Blagh!]
Naputol
ang linya. Nagulat ako, at bigla na lang kinabahan. Bumilis ang aking pulse
rate at nanghina ang aking knees. Ilang minuto rin akong natulala habang
malinaw na paulit-ulit sa loob ng aking ulo ang boses ng misteryosong lalaki na
‘yon. Nanlabo ang aking pag-iisip. Paano kaya kung totoo ang sinabi niya? Na
siya nga talaga si Batman? Ano kaya ang kailangan niya sa akin?
***
At
mula nang mauso ang cellphone, lalo na ang unlimited text promo, ay ganoon na
nga ang aking paboritong pick-up line:
AKO:
(nagsend ng quote / joke / wrong sent)
POTENTIAL
TXTM8: Hu u?
AKO:
AKO SI BATMAN!
POTENTIAL
TXTM8: Yah, ryt… at aq nman c darna.
***
Naging paborito ko ring joke ang
linyang ito. Kapag walang magawa ay pinagdedeskitahan ko na lamang ang kausap
ko:
AKO: Pare /
Dude / Tol / Miss, may ipagtatapat ako sa ‘yo. Pero ipangako mo na huwag na
huwag ipagsasabi sa iba. Nakasalalay dito ang kaligtasan ko.
FRIEND: (‘di mapakali. Atat na atat malaman.)
Oo promise! Ano ‘yun?
AKO:
Hindi ko na kasi talaga kaya ‘eh. Kailangan ko lang ng mapagsasabihan…
FRIEND:
(naiinis na.) Ano nga ‘yun ‘eh!
AKO:
Ah…Eh…Uhmm…Kase…AKO SI BATMAN! (hehe!)
FRIEND:
(Tatlo ang karaniwang reactions nila)
1.
Taena ka! Pakyu! Go to hell!
2. Huh? Joke ba
‘yun? Next time kasi sabihin mo muna kung hihirit ka ng joke para ‘di ka
mapahiya.
3. Ha? ‘di ko
na-gets. Pwede pakiulit?
***
Hindi
sila naniniwala. Napansin kong parang napakaimposible para sa kanila na
mangyaring itext / kausapin sila ni Batman. Bakit kaya ganoon na lamang ang
reaksyon nila? Na parang, wala silang pakialam? Samantalang ako, takot agad ang
unang naramdaman. Hindi ba nila naisip na napakalaking posibilidad na si Batman
nga ang nagpakilala sa kanila?
Ako
si Batman, ito ay ayon sa aking paniniwala. Ako si Batman kaya ako laging
naka-black. Ako si Batman kaya ako laging nag-iisa. Ako si Batman kaya gising
ako buong gabi. Ako si Batman kaya ako naghihiganti. Ako si Batman kaya ako
nangungulila. Ako si Batman kaya ako nakasuot ng maskara. Ako si Batman kaya
hindi ako nagpapakita. Ako si Batman kaya hindi magawang pumapatak ng aking mga
luha. Ako si Batman kaya wala akong magawa sa sarili ko. Ako si Batman kaya ako
bumili ng red shirt na may mukha ni V. I. Lenin at Hammer & Sickle (Haller!
Ano konek?) Ako si Batman, pero hindi ako nagsusuot ng briefs sa labas ng
pantalon.
Marahil
ay pinagtatawanan mo na ako at hindi
naniniwala. Siguro ay sasabihin mong wala ako sa katinuan o kaya’y wala lang
talaga magawa dahil ako ay isang dilengkwenteng estudyante na. Depende na
lamang sa kung anong katotohanan ang paniniwalaan mo.
Naniniwala
ako na tayong lahat ay ipinanganak na superhero. Hindi natin ito alam, o piniling hindi
maniwala, ngunit darating ang takdang araw na may isang misteryosong boses na
magpapaalala ng ating tunay na katauhan at misyon dito sa mundo. Ang mga
superheroes ay biniyayaan ng superpowers (si Batman wala), hindi upang gamitin
para sa sariling kapakanan, kundi upang iligtas ang iba. Subalit, nagtataglay
man ng kakaibang lakas ang isang superhero, may kakayahan man itong tumulong sa
iba, sa kasamaang palad ay binigyan din ng kahinaan. Ang isang superhero, gaano
man ito kalakas at kahusay, ay sadyang walang kalaban-laban sa sarili. Wala na
siyang magawa kapag sarili na ang kalaban niya. Kaya nga bumuo ng Justice
League, x-Men, Power Rangers, Powerpuff Girls, Teletubbies, Lotlot &
Friends, etc., kasi kailangan ng isang superhero ang kasama.
Siguro
ay ganoon ang gusting iparating sa akin ng misteryosong boses na ‘yun. Marahil
ay ibig niyang sabihin na siya si Batman, at ako rin ay si Batman. Kaya ito ang
naging misyon ko: “Ang ipalaganap sa ibang tao na sila rin ay mga superheroes.
Ang mulatin ang iba sa katotohanang hindi ang kanilang sarili ang dapat nilang
iligtas, kundi ang kapwa.”
Kapag
may isa o dalawang tao man lang na mapapaniwala kong sila rin ay mga superhero
ay malaking achievement na ito para sa akin. Maaari mo itong tawaging kabaliwan,
o aksaya sa oras. Pero, isipin mo na lang: Kung lahat tayo ay superhero, at ang
bawat isa ay may kakayahang iligtas ang kapwa.
hawaawwwwwww! ;_)
Pag ako nag-aral, syempre seryosoahan. pero pag ako naboring ayan na.... wala ng seryosohan hahaha! ☺
When it comes to my studies of course Im serious but there comes a time that my zeal in studying starts to fade specially when some things bothers me.
at ito ang aking dictionaty.....
summer
It's already friday hopefully we can go home tomorrow night! Its summer time! but wait, according to the news, it will be a wet summer season. so sad! But, even thought its a wet summer we can still enjoy it by sort of activities to be done.
like indoor activities..
1. cross-stitching - do ur own desing hehehe! its a popular form of counted thread embroidery. you can do your own pattern picture.
2. you da a piano lesson- sounds nice, make your own piece and im sure you will enjoy it.
3. cook your favorite foods for merienda
4.compose a song
5.read your favorite books
6.blogging
7.create your tumblr and start posting
8. learn how to bake cakes, pastries and brownies, inspire your family haha!
9. make sand castle inside your house (why not) ☺
10. make your own paintngs
11. pinaka enjoy sa lahat, magtampisaw sa ulam! hehehehe!
happy friday! ☺☺
Patron Saint's♥
Do you believe in saints? do you have your own saint? oh well, I remember my cousin when one time i asked her if she has a saint. them she answers me "oo naman noh, si santa clause, hehehe" I just smiled at her and say "loka"
Anyways, I want to introduced you my saint, but before that what is saint? saints are important people who are believed to have exceptional holiness. In Christian usage, "saint" refers to anyone who is a Christian, or anyone who is in Heaven
Of course being a roman catholic its normal to have our own saints. In our baranggay, our saint is Saint Joseph (the laborer) (Holy Family) gotta clue why?because our baranggay was named after him (San Jose). We are celebrating the feast of Saint Joseph during May first. He is one of my saints, why> because e reminds me to be patient at all times not only in work place but to all things that i will do. "Pag nay tiyaga, may nilaga" that is the line of my favorite instructor.
Next, other one is saint Lucy,
i have a sister named Lucy, shes kind and loving to us. My mom named her lucy because during the time she gave birth to her, it was saint Lucy she saw in her dreams saying "trust God, you and your baby will be safe" that's why. when my mom was about to gave birth of my oldest sister, the nurse assisting her introduced wrong medicine to my mom, my mom that time was freaking out and they dont even control her, good thing my tito was able to cut the tube, my mom was saved from danger! ☺
Third is non other than Saint therese of the child Jesus "the serene face" .
She felt an early call to religious life, and overcoming various obstacles, in 1888 at the early age of 15, became a nun and joined two of her older sisters in the cloistered Carmelite community of Lisieux, Normandy. After nine years as a Carmelite religious, having fulfilled various offices such as sacristan and assistant to the novice mistress, and having spent the last eighteen months in Carmel in a night of faith, she died of tuberculosis at the age of 24. The impact of her posthumous publications, including her memoir The Story of a Soul, was great, and she rapidly became one of the most popular saints of the twentieth century. Pope Pius XI made her the "star of his pontificate". She was beatified in 1923, and canonized in 1925. The speed of this process may be seen by comparison with that applied to a great heroine of Thérèse, Joan of Arc, who died in 1431 but was not canonized until 1920. Thérèse was declared co-patron of the missions with Francis Xavierin 1927, and named co-patron of France with Joan of Arc in 1944. On 19 October 1997 Pope John Paul II declared her the thirty-third Doctor of the Church, the youngest person, and only the third woman, to be so honored. Devotion to Thérèse has developed around the world.
Thérèse lived a hidden life and "wanted to be unknown," yet became popular after her death through her spiritual autobiography - she left also letters, poems, religious plays, prayers, and her last conversations were recorded by her sisters. Paintings and photographs – mostly the work of her sister Céline – further led to her being recognised by millions of men and women. According to one of her biographers, after her death, "Thérèse fell victim to an excess of sentimental devotion which betrayed her. She was victim also to her language, which was that of the late nineteenth century and flowed from the religiosity of her age." Thérèse herself said on her death-bed, "I only love simplicity. I have a horror of pretence", and she spoke out against some of the Lives of saints written in her day," We should not say improbable things, or things we do not know. We must see their real, and not their imagined lives."
The depth of her spirituality, of which she said, "my way is all confidence and love," has inspired many believers. In the face of her littleness and nothingness, she trusted in God to be her sanctity. She wanted to go to heaven by an entirely new little way. "I wanted to find an elevator that would raise me to Jesus." The elevator, she wrote, would be the arms of Jesus lifting her in all her littleness.
thats the whole story of her life, know what i so admire her. In my room, i have a picture of her beside my wall so that whenever i sleep she and papa jesus will guide and bless me.
You? may i ask you again? who is your saint?
lumang pagbati mula sa bagong realidad
Nagising ako mag aala una ng umaga, hindi ko alam, parang may isang bulong na gumising sakin sa kalagitnaan ng dilim. wala na akong nagawa kundi ang magpa ubaya sa bulong na makakabulanog sa aking pandinig.
Humarap ako sa salamin, tinignan ang sarili sabay sabi.. "ano nga ba ang mali?" Ilang segundo palang ang dumadaan, laking gulat ko may malakas na tinig na sumagot na nagmumula sa aking kaharap na salamin sabay sabing "walang problema, hindi ka lang marunong umintindi minsan"
Sumagot ako, "umintindi? s=buong buhay ko puro kagustuhan nila ang bininigay ko, ni ultimo sarili kong kaligayahan hindi ko mabigay sa sarili ko"
Sumagot sya" Gumising ka sa katotothaanan, kung ikaw nasasabi mo yan, sila din ganyan syo kaya pwede ba itigil mo na yabg walang kwentang pag-iisip na yan! " pasigaw nyang sinabi, tila galit na sya..
ako "hindi mo nararandaman ang nararamdaman ko! bakit ako ba ikaw? ikaw ba ako? at sino ka para sabihan ako ng ganyan?? alam mo ba lahat? kilala mo ba ako??" galit na din akong nakikipag usap sakanya.
OO kilala kita sumbat nya, ako ikaw! ikaw ako! isakang malaking tanga kung hahayaan mo yang mga wlang kwentang pag-iisip mo! wala kang isip! makasarili! makasarili!"
pagkadinig ko ng salitang 'makasarili" hindi ko naman layang suntukin sya! laking gulat ko ng akoy matauhan, duguang kamay at basag na salamin ang aking nakita.
Ulit may narinig akong malakas na boses sabi "hoy grace gising naaa, umaga na! maaga pa tayo!"
worries
bluish sky turned to darkness
a poet was born, in a world of anxiety and loneliness
Living in this world makes her life in agony
Losing courage and integrity
Is this the life for me she asks?
wind blows to her face so vividly
rain starts to fall in the ocean of anonymity
making her to realized, shes not alone
under the same sky, she felt unconscious dreams rupturing her
In a quite moment, the looner poet starts to think
and at end, she said:
"i should not be worried..
i have no worries, because i know better days awaits me, i don't need to rush anything, and i will just sit here and wait patiently" I I have no worries
Because I know that better days await me.Don’t want to rush anything
So I sit here and wait patiently. have no worries
Because I know that better days await me.Don’t want to rush anything
So I sit here and wait patiently.
countless
countless golden flower falling down under the tree
as we walk together to world and free
facing the world of reality
as we go to eternity
As he holds my hand, i feel no worry
As he hugs me tight i feel glory
i do hope he feels the same way as i do
I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry
i love this guy everyday,every moment and every second
No matter what my faults maybe
still there to forgive me
to comfort me..
But the main reason I love you is because.....
You are you!
I will never get tired, because iam part of you.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
DREAMY AGONIES
Winds feed charcoal burning,
White flames leap and distort;
Face immersed bears no meaning —
Unfit to be called an art.
Winds shatter charcoal rigid,
Solid still, though weakened.
Restless shadow seems to plead:
Anonimity be strengthened!
Winds spread charcoal smoke,
Undead fire fights for life.
Blank face left burned and broke;
Mutilated by a blunt knife.
Winds scatter charcoal dust,
Ashes black fly everywhere.
No-name face hid by a mask —
Conceals silver streaks of tear.
Winds erase charcoal memories,
Ashes black cease to exist.
Haunted by dreamy memories:
Welcomed silence, final rest
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